It's been a busy weekend. Had an AP calculus practice test yesterday morning at eight. Then I had a birthday party to go to at seven. Then I went to Seattle this morning with a friend to have some much-needed girl time. (Thanks, Allison.)
I've been thinking...Lately, I feel like I've given you rather...sterilized entries, like I'm trying to edit out things that happened in my day just so you guys don't have to listen to me bitch or whine or whatever. And I feel that this blog, this project, has suffered a little because of it. I know I've given you guys the scoop on some things...But it sure as hell hasn't been everything. Maybe the reason you don't see a lot form me sometimes is that I'm afraid of what people who read this will think of me. But I shouldn't care, truthfully. That's what writing is about, isn't it? You shouldn't care about what people think of what you write. Just as long as you're happy about it. And, right now, I'm not exactly happy (about a lot of things, actually, but this blog shouldn't be one of them). In addition to keeping track of my day-to-day antics of my last year of high school, this blog was meant to be a place where I can vent without any sort of retort from anybody. And I still feel like I've been keeping things from it, like the blog itself will judge me. I need to stop thinking about people judging me and just write whatever the hell I want to.
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