Hello, my dear friends. I'm back. For reals, this time.
I would like to start this off again by apologizing for my lack of entries over the past few weeks. Being a senior all of a sudden took over my life (especially with our portfolio presentations...which I ended up getting a perfect score on) and I was just...burnt out. Running on fumes. No sleep. I'm still on melatonin supplements to help me sleep (don't worry, melatonin is actually a naturally occurring hormone in the body, so I'm not on drugs or anything), but it took a good four or five days to start feeling "normal" again. I also got really sick on top of my stress and sleeplessness, so I was taking cold medicine that was making me sleepy, yet I wasn't really sleeping...oy. I was a wreck.
Not to mention, I've been having this kind of existential crisis about, like, not coming back to school next year. People, places, things I've grown used to seeing the past...thirteen years aren't going to be in my sight next year. It's going to be gone in less than two months (as of yesterday). Today, in band, we went over our schedule between now and the end of the year. It seems weird to be able to do that. We only have a few parades and a handful of concerts left. Then graduation.
Days 'til graduation: 43
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